I've been listening to j-rock most of the time now
Because it always feels good to headbang after studying physics, which makes my hairfall problem getting worse lol
And recently, after being introduced to by ardentsinner
I find myself listen to One OK Rock a lot now
I think their music is a very easy to listen to for j-rock
At least compared to some j-rockers that I always listen to Moriuchi’s voice surprised me a lot Gosh,
he's so cute in ya ya yah's show and now grow up being a rocker Johhny's à J-Rocker
That's sooo WOW!!! ONE OK ROCK, WELCOME TO MY FANDOM!!

Ah, final exam has started but since my paper is on 28th and 29th I’m still in holiday mood now
Damn, I need to study!!! Guys wish me luck ok!!!
Ah, one more thing….

I’M GOING TO JAPAN!!!!!! Finally…

But I’m worry about money now; the excitement was just at the beginning
Even though I’ll be given pocket money, but since I wanna buy the electronic dictionary
It’ll cost me around RM 700-800, and looking at my savings,
Damn why didn’t I saved more money before
There’s so many things I need to prepare, things to buy for my friends there, things to buy for my future friends there, ah I need to buy something for Japan Foundation as well, since they sponsored the whole trip. Even though I’m happy, but the currency scares me, A LOT….japanese yen increased a lot lately making the Malaysian poorer

Pictures that made me drooled recently, behind cut (because it’s …)

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Rescue PV really made my love for KAT-TUN became stronger
I haven't felt this kind of excitement after Keep the Faith PV
The choreography, the darkness, and what made me really excited is that koki looks so hot in his new hairstyle!!!
I'll always love him but this hairstyle...



聖君　結婚してください!!!

The choreography was amazing!!
It looks very difficult but them all looks so good!!
As koki said it's a song with 2 years worth of dance

Lately i've been reading a lot of negative comments on KAT-TUN
i was like WTH!!! i know some people who dropped out of KAT-TUN fandom
As a die hard KAT-TUN fangirl, i feel dissapointed
To drop out of their fandom, is still acceptable but to make negative comments on them after that
Not just negative comments it's up to the fact that i consider rude
Some said that jin's too moody, maru's lacks of smile
jin is moody sometimes but i think he's just being himself
Not like some Johnny's who hides-whatever-he-feels
But we can't stop people from expressing their opinions
i admit that the new format of cartoon KAT-TUN disapoint many fans,
So do i but when i watch their PV making, all the dissapointment just vanished
i can see their true self there, KAT-TUN that i love from 3 1/2 years ago is still there
For me, KAT-TUN is still very special to me
There’s no group like them in Johnny's
They are bold enough to show whatever they feel, whatever they wanna do
But see, people like me still loyal to them
There are ups and downs in fandom world
But you'll get the excitement back, or you can try to gain back the anticipation, the trill of being a fan
jone_records is trying really hard to gain back KAT-TUN fangirls' heart by subbing their old videos
Thank you so much to them <3<3<3






how can I not drool after seeing this?!!!

水島ヒロ　と　綾香　の　結婚
At first i was really surprised I don't even know what to feel
And soon after that I found out that miyavi's married too
It’s like double shock

hiro and ayaka~~
I like the couple, i think they make a very cute couple
Ever since i heard they're dating i've been wanting to see pictures of them together
But they're very good at keeping their private life from paparazzis
Now i'm really happy for them
After watching their wedding announcement press conference on youtube
I like hiro even more
Seeing he's very protective towards ayaka...damn I wanna marry him too!!
But to see a very cute girl like ayaka, i want to protect her too!!!
rumours are saying it's a dekichatta kekkon but I think it's not
But I still think at the age of 21 is still too early to get marry
hiro took the risks of losing his fans by marrying ayaka, when his career is at the peak now
That boldness made me like him even more than before
I used to think he's just another pretty face but my perception on him changed now

My first thought when I see ayaka in "Okaeri"'s PV, poor girl~~
It’s a very nice song with a very talented singer
This is all you can give for the PV??!!!
How unfair this world can be just because she's new

My laptop got reformatted recently and i lost all my pictures in it
In the process of recovering all those pics back
Browsing hiro's pictures made me noticed he always wore the same necklace and boots
The necklace is an arrow pointing down
As if it's saying to everybody to always looks down, being down to earth
Guys in boots, who can resist that??!!! <3<3<3



水島ヒロ　と　綾香、　ご結婚　おめでとう　ございます！！

ok, now update of my fandom~~ heee ^o^
a few people got into my list recently

Kiyokiba Shunsuke
ex-EXILE member, he's going solo now
I first noticed him in Arashi no Shukudaikun
the one where he and Inocchi came as guest to promote their movie; Tengoku ha Mattekureru
with that very very short hair, he remind me of koki a lot!!
but I didn't look up about him that time
after I heard Glay & Exile's Scream and seen the PV, I kinda like him ^o^
I listened to his solo songs, but they're a bit slow for me (he's in EXILE anyway)
I can tell that he sings passionately, with full emotion
but I still like his vocal
He's a sensitive person from my pov
His eyes got teary when he listened to a girl singing an enka song about mothers
well, I'm still new in his fandom so I can't say much
but appearance-wise, I want him as a boyfriend!!


how can I not fall for this guy? <3<3<3

KAT-TUN
feels like I'm losing it a bit with them
with JE fans around me are crazy about Arashi
I've been watching a lot of Arashi videos recently
they always have a lot of thing to offer
not that I don't watch any of KAT-TUN videos now, at least no the recent one
I don't like the new format of Cartoon KAT-TUN
I can't even bare to watch an episode without forwarding some parts
the special episodes are excepted by the way, because there's no guest LOL
but they will stay as my No. 1 in Johnny's ^o^

OHMIYA
I didn't really feel anything about this pairing before
it looks to me that Nino's doing all the work to make them stay as a pairing LOL
and I used to not like Nino that much because he's too childish to me
but now that I've watched more Arashi shows, I think he's just being himself...not trying to hide anything about himself
from what Ryo commented on Nino when he's asked about Nino's hidden sides
Ryo said "None", so now I have a better pov of Nino and started to like Ohmiya pair
plus seeing their chemistry in concerts and their shows
and I got used of seeing Nino molesting Ohno LOL
I think they look very cute together!!
yes....I think Nino really kissed Ohno, at least very near to his lips

this one cracks me up so much!!

JDramas
I've been watching a lot of dramas recently
Satorare, Galileo, Seito Shokun, Ryuusei no Kizuna, Maou, Puzzle, Orange Days, Rookies....and more
I've downloaded Yasuko to Kenji and Bloody Monday and is trying to find time to watch them
in Rookies, when I watched Ishihara Hayato
especially if that's the scene when he gets angry and kept on yelling
I find that cute lol, his voice when he yells is very cute!!
his not-so-manly-but-husky voice, sounds so cute~~
LOL am I weird? to be able to find the cute sides of absolutely-not-cute things...or person
I like his eyebrows, they make his expressions look better


my favourite scene in Satorare, because the baby's sooooo CUTE!!!!!!



lastly, for ardentsinner, do you noticed...
the gap from my birthday to Kai's and your birthday to Aoi's are the same...4 days, heeee~~~ ^o^

seems like I haven't really talk about myself here for quite some time now
still on Chinese new year holiday and will be back to university this Monday
about a week ago my dad some kind of sprain his nerves(?)
I'm not sure how to put this into words, but he just coughed
and now he can't walk properly, his back and legs are still in pain
I'm not sure whether it's stroke, because he still feels the pain
Aren't you supposed to feel numb in stroke case?
we took him to a traditional masseur
at least after the massage he can put his feet on ground, even though he still can't walk
but because he underwent a by-pass surgery 10 years ago
and that time his nerve from his left leg was taken to replace the one for the heart
I don't really know about this though
so he's really worry of doing something connected to his heart without doctor's guidance
my one week at home feels like I'm not much of a help
when my mom's at work I can take him to the masseur, except the fact that I haven't gotten my license yet
gosh, am I really the first child? Aren't I supposed to be a responsible person?
my mom took a week holiday to take him to the hospital again next week

I really don't like to write about my personal life
I don't want to be pity by others
that's why I always write about my fandom
I'm not a person who can say everything out
I'd rather keep things for myself...
maybe I'm just not good with words
but now I really feel like a total loser
not being able to help my parents
while I should already be working now and lessen their burden with the expenses
but I'm still studying, in my extend year, for not studying harder in the past I have to extend
I am always positive, think of everything in a simple way so that I won't pressure myself
but now, I just want to finish study faster, take my driving license and work

I just came to realize...
I'm not a person who holds grudge ~
I just will never forget when someone did something to me
that I find very offensive, unacceptable and intolerable
and the feelings will still remain even after more than 10 years
so I'm not sure whether this is the worst part of me
I know I can't change it
maybe that's why I'm afraid of making more friends?

my long-awaited kokiyassu moment ~~

didn't notice it at first but somehow my eyes struck at koki and when i look at the person beside him...
kya~~~~kya kya kya~~~~~

meme tagged by chocopico1

Comment and I'll give you a letter (ask for one); then you have to list ten things you LOVE that begin with that letter. Afterwards, post this in your journal and give out letters of your own

so, I got 'K'....

1. Koki, 田中聖 (of course~~)
2. Kai, 戒 (my favourite drummer~~)
3. Kindaichi Shonen no Jikembo,　金田一少年の事件簿 (Tsuyoshi and only Tsuyoshi...even Kame's cute in the movie)
4. Kamen Rider, 仮面ライダー　(I love watching it even up till now~)
5. Koizora,　恋空 (I want a boyfriend like Hiro!!)
6. Kiss~ Kaerimichi no Love Song　（A very sweet song...)　
7. Kagen no Tsuki,下弦の月 (I like the mysteriousness of HYDE's character in it)
8. Koala (I wanna hold one!!)
9. Kamisama Mou Sukoshi Dake,　神様もう少しだけ (sad love story isn't really my thing, but Kaneshiro and Fukada attracted me~)
10. Kaleidoscope ( I can rarely see it being sell anywhere but I'll buy one when I found it~)